I've spent over 3 years in college and I'm currently in my last year. The first semester is almost over. We are currently writing exams and I don't know how I feel. Lately, I realized that I don't care about many things as much as I used to and stopped enjoying the things I used to. I feel like I wasted the past three years of my life and I can never get it back. I don't even know why I feel like I wasted time. I guess the stress is starting to get to me. I am worried about many things that I'd face when I get into the real world seeing as I've lived a pretty sheltered life. I cry a lot these days and sometimes over the littlest things. I understand one shouldn't give up on their dreams, but I'm still not sure what I wanna be and that uncertainty is killing and is making me carefree about school. I've decided to just get through this semester and the next semester, complete my compulsory youth service and take a much needed break. I've bee...
Okay, so school session is almost coming to an end and it's time to hunt for a good paying job. I have to save up for school supplies. *aargh* it's so frustrating. I can't believe I'm going to use my hard earned money to buy school outfits that I'm probably never going to wear again. My school has this really strict dress code and it's really frustrating. You have to dress officially from Monday to Friday and you have to wear skirts that are below your knees and have no slit. I'm sure you might be saying inwardly:"this girl is in secondary school and her school is really nice and everything ",but you are wrong, because I'm in a university. The time of my life when I'm supposed to be free and get to learn life experiences. I know you are thinking it's just the strict dress code, but that's not all. We barely have a social life. We only have two social events in a year and it never lasts more than three hours. They always make us a...