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Obsession is Self-made

Okay, i know I've been talking about this mysterious boy for a long time and it's getting kinda creepy.
I was talking to my girlfriend about this boy and she made a statement that made me realize that I'm the reason why I've been thinking about this boy.
Obsession is self-made. So, yesterday I didn't think about him for even a second. I talked to my girlfriends about movies and other general things. There was no mention of crushes and guess what? I felt better.
I realized that if i ever want to get this boy to notice me and not be the girl he never noticed, I had to woman up and wear my big girl pants. So, I'm starting small. I'll start by saying hi whenever I see him and engage in small talk. Baby steps and who knows what might happen ;-)
Talking to him won't be so hard if i can get my brain to stop being so mushy around him, which can eventually happen.

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